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Three years together, a cold goodbye, and a number no longer saved. A free KK diary entry about heartbreak, anger, and feeling like a stranger.
Read: Three Years Together… And My Number Isn’t Even Saved. →PAGE 45 · Life As IsFree
A free diary entry about relationship distance, loneliness, radical acceptance, and finding small reasons for gratitude while sitting beside a fire.
Read: Watching the Fire… Trying to Accept What I Don’t Want to Lose. →PAGE 44 · Life As IsFree
Unwanted dick pics aren’t part of the transaction. KK gets clear about paid photos, consent, and personal boundaries in this free diary entry.
Read: Before I Throw Up in My Mouth, Can You Please Read the Fine Print… →PAGE 43 · Life As IsMembers
The casino plans fell apart, but he came to get me. He held my hand, kissed me goodnight, and said “I love you” back. Tonight, I’m taking that as a win.
Read: The Casino Plans Fell Apart… But He Still Came for Me. →
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An uncomfortable massage, $60 spent, and a complaint that turned into a confrontation. The rest stays on my private page.
Read: The $60 Massage That Went Completely Sideways. →
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A five-a.m. misunderstanding, my Tinder phase, and the men I kept choosing… apparently toxic was my type.
Read: My Tinder Phase… Apparently Toxic Was My Type. →
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A forgotten name, a chaotic pool-party night, and a search for the little dog who was there all along. RIP Owen. He was my baby.
Read: Wrong Name, Wild Night… Where the Fuck Is My Dog? →
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How do you say you love someone and the next day be cold? You promised me forever. Now I’m sitting here trying to work out what changed.
Read: You Promised Forever… So Why Are You Cold Today? →
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Yup, still over here waiting for my Prince Charming to rescue me from debt. Any takers? Help this little lady out—she is worth every penny.
Read: Prince Charming… Bring Your Wallet. →
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I’m waiting for someone to save me. Then my thoughts turn to my mom, old resentment, and the karma I keep telling myself is coming. This is one of my angrier pages.
Read: Waiting for a Miracle… With Revenge on My Mind. →
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Being 4’9” makes me fun size. Past chemistry, personal preferences, and the man who makes me wait… this page is staying between me and my members.
Read: Fun Size… But Apparently Hard to Forget. →
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A DBT emotions exercise becomes a very pink, very honest entry about desire, self-care, and trying to move sexual energy through the body.
Read: DBT Asked Where I Felt It… I Colored the Whole Body Pink. →PAGE 34 · Life As IsMembers
KK reflects on being a pillow princess, wanting more meaningful intimacy, and journaling a future with her boyfriend.
Read: Selfish Pillow Princess… Manifesting My Forever. →
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KK meets a younger musician at the bar, feels tempted, and chooses loyalty to the man she refuses to lose. Read this free diary entry.
Read: I Could’ve Been His First Asian… But I Chose My Man. →
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KK reflects on her parents reading her childhood notebook, family conflict, shame, and how seeking attention shaped her relationships. A free personal diary entry.
Read: My Private Notebook Wasn’t So Fucking Private. →
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KK writes about her attraction to her boyfriend, feeling safe in his arms, and the love, laughter, and chemistry they share. Read this free diary page.
Read: No Celebrity Fantasy… Just My Fucking Boyfriend. →
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KK wonders if a different bagel shop location would rehire her years after an embarrassing workplace incident at 18. Read this free diary entry.
Read: Would They Rehire Me… After What I Did in the Freezer? →
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KK’s morning diary after a night out: private thoughts, temptation, and trying to be a good girl. Read the free opening; the rest is for paid readers.
Read: Just Me, a T-Shirt, and Bad Intentions →
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KK writes about an amazing night with her man and why she never wants to let him go.
Read: Holy Hanna… I Needed That. →
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KK’s diary update about seeing her ex again, finding comfort in his arms, and feeling relief alongside uncertainty and abandonment fears.
Read: Scratch That… I’m Back in His Arms. →
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KK moves back into a shared house, eyes a silver-haired housemate, and writes about being single, friendship, and hoping her blog earns an income.
Read: Well, I Guess Now That I’m Single… Anything Could Happen. →
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KK’s personal diary about heartbreak, BPD, abandonment fears, loneliness, and trying to believe she’ll be okay after a breakup.
Read: I Lost Myself. I Just Want to Feel Better. →
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KK writes about trying sobriety again, abandonment fears, numbing pain, and facing herself after an eventful weekend.
Read: So Hooray Again for Me Giving Sobriety a Try →
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KK writes about seeking validation from other men, teasing, and why attention turns her on.
Read: Why Must I Seek Validation From Other Men? →
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A dream brings back a wild friendship, a very public first meeting, and someone KK still misses.
Read: She Fingered Me at the Bar… and Somehow We Became Friends →
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A short, unfiltered diary entry about surprising a boyfriend with a threesome, getting jealous once, and how KK spoils a man.
Read: Surprise, Here’s Two Asians to Suck on You!!! →
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KK writes about a storage unit that might be auctioned, lost business equipment, mental health, EBT, and finding a way to earn…
Read: My Storage Unit Might Get Auctioned, But At Least I’m Working on My Fucking Feelings →
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KK is tired of the silence and decides she is done waiting around for relationship communication to magically fix itself.
Read: Fuck This Silence. I’m Going to His House. 😈 →
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A vulnerable KK diary entry about missing someone, abandonment fears, trust, loneliness, and trying to stay strong.
Read: I’m Strong… Well, Sometimes. 🖤 →
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KK vents about unwanted messages, unsolicited photos, and exactly who she is actually looking for.
Read: Men… Please Stop Sending Me That Shit 😂 →
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KK gets drunk, tests her loyalty, meets impossibly tiny kittens, and somehow keeps herself out of trouble.
Read: Apparently Drunk KK Has a Loyalty Test 😂 →
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A funny interactive KK diary poll about unusual personal-item requests, internet culture, kinks, and what readers would vote fo…
Read: So… Are We Really Selling My Bath Water Now? 😂 →
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A candid late-night diary entry about relationships, DBT, BPD, financial independence, remote work, and building an anonymous d…
Read: Plot Twist: This Dirty Little Diary Might Actually Save My Ass →
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A candid personal diary entry about period libido, increased sexual desire during menstruation, arousal, masturbation, dominant…
Read: Why the Fuck Am I THIS Horny on My Period? 💦 →
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A vulnerable personal diary entry about a possible breakup, heartbreak, deep love, letting go, self-love, relationships, and tr…
Read: Well… I Think I’m Fucking Single Now. →
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A candid personal diary entry about dating, high libido, relationships, jealousy, reassurance, BPD, PMDD, anxiety, and acceptin…
Read: Would You Still Date Me After I Told You ALL of This? →
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An unfiltered personal diary entry about wild adventures, sexual experiences, guilt, temptation, and the complicated feelings t…
Read: I Should Probably Feel Guilty About This… Right? →
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A funny personal diary entry about beauty routines, dating, appearance, confidence, and all the behind-the-scenes effort women…
Read: Men Have NO Idea What We Do Before They See Us →
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A personal diary entry about emotional intimacy, vulnerability, communication, relationships, and why being an open book gets h…
Read: I’ll Tell You Almost Anything… Except the Stuff That Actually Matters →
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A funny, unfiltered personal diary entry about sex, dating, awkward moments, impulsive thoughts, and the ridiculous side of KK'…
Read: Okay… This Is Actually How Ridiculous I Am 😂 →
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A personal diary entry about cannabis, arousal, libido, sexual desire, and KK's candid experience of how weed affects her body…
Read: Why Does Weed Do THIS to Me Every Damn Time? 💦 →
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A personal adult diary confession about penis size preferences, sexual compatibility, pleasure, attraction, and why bigger is n…
Read: Confession: Bigger Is Definitely NOT Better →
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A candid adult diary entry about changing desires, sexual preferences, intimacy, and how something once exciting can suddenly f…
Read: I Used to Love This… Until Something Changed →
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A personal diary entry about having a high sex drive, sexual compatibility, intimacy, desire, and finding a partner who can kee…
Read: Apparently My Sex Drive Is a Full-Time Job →
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An unfiltered adult diary collection of wild experiences, risky adventures, personal confessions, and stories KK probably shoul…
Read: I Probably Shouldn’t Admit I’ve Done These Things… →
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